I love my fam. Not getting to be with them a lot the past week, because I was in bed, and this really crazy dream I had the other night both have made me SO thankful for the privilege of being in this family! Jack is wonderful. He really is my best friend, beside Jesus. My daughters are unique, beautiful, and hilarious. I’m so glad this is what God has chosen for me for this season. May it last long!
A little update on health: I have been sleeping about 12-14 hours a night, and hoping that will make me better; at the same time, I am hoping in the Lord that I will not continue to need that amount of sleep, as I have in the past. I’m just praying mostly for wisdom and direction. I’ve been in this place before, of wishing I had a great doctor who wouldn’t be guessing but would just KNOW what was going on. I just want to hear, “Oh, yes, these symptoms…Totally, I’ve seen them all together before! Here’s what we’ll do.” Even if no one could fix it, there is just something about knowing. In the midst of it all, though, I feel a peace and thankfulness in my spirit. My life is very easy and simple, nothing much going on; I don’t have a career or anything that even takes me out of my home often. While I am feeling disconnected from church (sigh), I can only do what I can do. I am way past wondering how many people think I’m a total weirdo recluse. 🙂 (I love you, I miss you, come hang out with us!)
Yesterday I got to romp around in Autumn at Bernheim Forest for a couple of hours! It is a good thing I did, too. Today, about half of our leaves are on the ground, and it was like a beautiful rain forest outside. I love living in the woods! And did I say how much I love my family?